No Kind of LifeI need something tonight, to take my mind off the pain,No Kind of Life by XxForbidden-LoveXx
There’s nothing left for me here, nothing to lose, everything to gain
I need some sort of release from the heartache
But how do I know it’s not another mistake?
This constant misery, there’s nothing quite like it,
Can you blame me for wanting to run away from it?
It follows me wherever I go, and I can’t leave
It’s like trying to outrun the air I breathe.
So I’ll take some more pills, I have the bottle right in front of me
If I take enough of them, maybe they’ll finally have mercy
I’ll spill my blood over and over, watch it run down my arm
Ever so dependent on the ways of self -harm
I’ll say yes to another drink
It’s so much easier when I don’t have to think
And when I start to get tipsy, I’ll give you a call
You get a front row seat of my desperate fall
I’ll say yes to the boys who want to get in my pants,
Who has self-resect these days anyways, no time
Four Seasons of LoveThe miles carry on and onFour Seasons of Love by XxForbidden-LoveXx
I don't know where I am going. I just know where I'm not
The stars are shining, just like the ones in your eyes
I have to be okay, but it's always back to you.
The most beautiful porcelain lay cracked on the road
It reminds me of you and me, and how we'd dance under the moon
My eyes close and I whisper along with the leaves in the wind
"Our love was as beautiful as a crisp autumn day"
The cool raindrops land on my face, as if I'm crying crystal tears
But I do not cry for you anymore, I merely think of what we could have been
My eyes close and the rain weeps for me,
"Our love was as beautiful as the perfect summer storm"
A chill creeps into the night as I walk along this road,
Ashes fall from a burning oak tree, and it reminds me of the fluffiest snow
My eyes close and my voice is as cold as the frozen water,
"Our love was as beautiful as the snow at night"
The night birds begin to chirp, and I think of new life,
Just as the new life we could have had together
Who am I you ask? Well, you see, I prefer not to be labelled, they're for soup cans, not people. But to describe my personality to you accurately, I would use terms such as; crazy, joyful, emotional, edgy, up and downs, loving life, heartfelt and smiley- even when I'm faking it (which is alot of the time). All of these: emo, brunete, nerd, fangirl, masochist, teenager, Irish- all blur together to make one big ball of crazy that is me.
I enjoy talking like a pirate. Arr ya scallywags! Why ye be plunderin my booty? Or something like that... xD
Likes - videogames, drawing, writing, meeting new people, different cultures,being random(MEOW) reading, free-thinking, being insane, laughing,learning, my friends, Glee! snowboarding, listening to music, the list goes on and on
Dislikes - homophobes, conformism, sexism, rascism, and liver and onions- blegh
TV: The Vampire Diaries, The Secret Circle, The Big Bang Theory, Family Guy, American Dad, SHERLOCK
Books I Like - Eragon, Eldest, Brisingr, Eon, Eona, City of Bones, City of Ashes, City of Glass, Clockwork Angel, City of Fallen Angels, Harry Potter, Percy Jackson and The Olympians, Incarceron, Sapphique, The Immortals series, The Summoning, The Awakening, The Reckoning, If I stay, Skinned, Uglies, Pretties, Specials, Extras and many many others!
Manga - Fruits Basket, Loveless, Death Note, Kingdom Hearts... and sadly, those are the only ones I've read D=
Anime - Death Note, Fruits Basket, Fullmetal Alchemist, Claymore, Blood+
Video Games - Final Fantasy, any Kingdom Hearts games, Need For Speed, Guitar Hero, Mario,
MUSIC Avenged Sevenfold, All Time Low, Adam Lambert, AnCafe, Apocalyptica, Basshunter, Bullet For My Valentine, Dir en grey, Escape The Fate, Faber Drive, Falling In Reverse Kamelot, Marianas Trench, Nightwish, Opeth, Skrillex, Simple Plan, Within Temptation, Breathe Carolina, Meshuggah, Dark Tranquility, Breathe Carolina, Mika, Avenged Sevenfold,
"High school girls, high school girls, 1-2-3, high school girls!"
"Oh, I'm sorry you had to see that. We were just getting the final measurements on this wedding dress order." "You use your own measurements?" "Yeah, why not, the guy who ordered it from me was about the same size." "You mean... it was a man?" O_O
-Ayame and Yuki Sohma
"Let's meet again in the next life..."
"Yeah... I'll be waiting..."
Axel and Roxas
"Please, there's just one more thing. One more miracle, Sherlock, for me. Don't be dead. Would you do that, just for me? Just stop... stop this."
The best TV series ever made
The Squeenix Puppy Project:
I know there way more FF characters out there, but those are the main ones I've encountered through playing the games and watching the movies. Let me know if you'd like me to dedicate one of these puppified characters to you!
Current Residence: Under your bed ;D
Favourite genre of music: Techno, j-rock and j-pop
Favourite style of art: Anime, Manga
MP3 player of choice: i-Pod
Shell of choice: Marcel The Shell... with shoes xD
Skin of choice: ZEBRA
Favourite cartoon character: Micky Mouse
Personal Quote: Gotta love those awkward moments... ^_^