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No Kind of Life
I need something tonight, to take my mind off the pain,
There’s nothing left for me here, nothing to lose, everything to gain
I need some sort of release from the heartache
But how do I know it’s not another mistake?
This constant misery, there’s nothing quite like it,
Can you blame me for wanting to run away from it?
It follows me wherever I go, and I can’t leave
It’s like trying to outrun the air I breathe.
So I’ll take some more pills, I have the bottle right in front of me
If I take enough of them, maybe they’ll finally have mercy
I’ll spill my blood over and over, watch it run down my arm
Ever so dependent on the ways of self -harm
I’ll say yes to another drink
It’s so much easier when I don’t have to think
And when I start to get tipsy, I’ll give you a call
You get a front row seat of my desperate fall
I’ll say yes to the boys who want to get in my pants,
Who has self-resect these days anyways, no time
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Four Seasons of Love
The miles carry on and on
I don't know where I am going. I just know where I'm not
The stars are shining, just like the ones in your eyes
I have to be okay, but it's always back to you.
The most beautiful porcelain lay cracked on the road
It reminds me of you and me, and how we'd dance under the moon
My eyes close and I whisper along with the leaves in the wind
"Our love was as beautiful as a crisp autumn day"
The cool raindrops land on my face, as if I'm crying crystal tears
But I do not cry for you anymore, I merely think of what we could have been
My eyes close and the rain weeps for me,
"Our love was as beautiful as the perfect summer storm"
A chill creeps into the night as I walk along this road,
Ashes fall from a burning oak tree, and it reminds me of the fluffiest snow
My eyes close and my voice is as cold as the frozen water,
"Our love was as beautiful as the snow at night"
The night birds begin to chirp, and I think of new life,
Just as the new life we could have had together
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Hope :iconxxforbidden-lovexx:XxForbidden-LoveXx 1 0
Revenge Loves Company
Now look what we have here,
No where to run and everything to fear.
Your back's against the wall,
The show's over, watch the curtain fall.
I swore I'd never love you again,
I swore on you I'd get my revenge.
But now that I've got you right where I want you,
I can't pull the trigger.
And you can see I'm terrified
of losing you, I won't lie.
I can't let go of this hope,
so just hang your rope around my throat,
kick the stool from beneath my feet,
hear my heart give it's final beat.
All those months ago you left me broken,
searching for a reason to live,
Then you came back and asked me to forgive.
I said yes, but the things you did never left my mind,
You said to forgive you had to forget, but I just couldn't press rewind.
But now the tables have turned,
this time you're the one getting burned.
And you can see I'm terrified
of losing you, I won't lie
So just hang your rope around my throat
kick the stool from beneath feet
Hear my heart give its final beat
Whisper you love me into my ear
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Victor and Victim
When everything is said and done,
We ask ourselves, who truly won?
The victor always has the most to lose,
The loser wins the right to abuse.
Our silly little game that means so much,
don't  show your feelings, don't be the crutch,
Pretend not care, don't you dare share your mind,
Hide your feelings, make them hard to find.
We'll laugh over the mind-numbing agony,
We'll pretend we still have our sanity,
We'll show each other nothing but our apathy,
And say hello and goodbye with a resounding finality.
Push each other away and around,
Only to come crawling back without a sound
With a broken heart that was never found,
And a lost love so profound.
Don't let me go, I love you too much
I crave your kiss and every touch,
And when it's all been said and done,
I'll surrender and admit you've won.
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Baby I L*** You
We lock eyes from across the room,
And just like that, it's time to face my doom
Your smile disarms me, and my heart stutters
I feel my blood burn, and my pulse gives a flutter.
You start walking towards me, my heart jumps in my throat,
Your gaze holds me in; it's keeping me afloat,
Baby, I can see your aura, it's so alluring,
I love your style, confident and reassuring.
You could say I'm head over heels already,
I love you baby, your all that's keeping me steady.
Run away with me, and we can live happily ever after,
You can be my prince; I can be your perfect disaster.
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The Horror of Necrophilia :iconxxforbidden-lovexx:XxForbidden-LoveXx 2 11
Like I Do
Speak of the devil,
You've come for the kill
Shatter my heart,
Rip me apart
Do what you do best,
Don't tell me you're like the rest
The world doesn't know me like you do,
And they don't know you
It's your secret weapon,
My affection
Use it to your advantage,
The damage is worse than you can imagine
I'll hide myself away,
In the shadows I will lay
I hate you for making me love you,
But all is fair, I hate myself too
The guilt weighs heavy on us both,
Our unspoken understanding, a silent oath
We love each other, hate each other,
We're drawn together and we'll always hover
Our lessons never learned,
We'll keep on getting burned
We heal each others hurt
After rubbing it in the dirt
I'll always come back to you,
And you'll come back to me too
We'll live side by side,
And take each other for an emotional ride
So don't hide yourself away,
The world doesn't know you like I do.
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Walk Away
Walk away from me, it's all you've ever done,
I'll stand here and watch you go,
Watch you walk away and take your love with you,
I need you more than you'll ever know.
I'll fake a smile and say I'm fine,
I'm really good at that by now.
I'll pretend it doesn't hurt every time you lie,
I'll forget about all the times I've cried.
You said you cared, you said you'd be there
So where the fuck are you now?
The minute I crack is the second you leave,
Without you, my breathing is shallow, my heart beats slow.
If you cut me open, all you'd see is a blackened soul
So cut me open, sell me as a show
They'd point and whisper and stare
"Hey that girl is broken, why? I don't know, and I don't care."
I used to be so full of color, so full of light
And now I'm struck colorless, and my heart is dark
My arms are full of scars and marks
Out of fight or flight I'd choose to run.
Just take a good hard look at me,
What do you see?
You'd see nothing, I'm too good at hiding
So just walk away, I don't need you
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I know I said I was over you,
Yet here I am, thinking
I wish we could've worked out.
I wish you could've been my Romeo to my Juliet
I wish I could've the Bonnie to your Clyde
But life's a fucking bitch, isn't that right?
You just took me for a ride.
In this empty room, everything reminds me of you,
And I realize that I'm empty too.
Things I shouldn't miss, like your gentle kiss,
The way I pushed, and the way you'd resist.
I hate that everything is so easy for you,
Because you don't give a shit, right?
While I'm standing on the ledge,
So many things to send me over the edge.
I see you're alright without me in your life,
It cuts like a knife, nothing feels right,
So what do I do, when I still want you,
And everything I know is a lie isn't true?
I'll say it; sometimes it's like you hardly know me,
But you should know me by now,
Tell me what I want to hear, whisper in my ear,
Keep me safe, heal me, protect me from my fears.
You should know me by now, but I should know you too,
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Journal History


1. Would you have sex with the last person you texted? Already have LOL
2. You talked to an ex today, correct? UNcorrect
3. Have you ever taken someone's virginty? No, I wish.
4. Is trust a big issue for you? Yes.
5. Did you hang out with the person you like recently? Yes, today :)
6. What are you excited for? Graduating, bitches.
7. What happened tonight? I sat on tumblr...
8. Do you think it's disgusting when girls get really wasted? If I said yes I'd be a hypocrite lol.
9. Is confidence cute? Yes, unless you take it too far.
10. What was the last beverage you had? Water
11. How many people of the opposite sex do you actually trust? Like... none.
12. Do you own a pair of skinny jeans? Yea
13. What are you gonna do saturday night? Getting fucking wasted off my ass
14. What are you gonna spend money on next? I have no idea, I'm broke.
15. Are you going out with the last person you kissed? No, I wish
16. Do you think you'll change in the next three months? Probably not
17. Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything? My best fran Hanna
18. The last time you felt broken? Today.
19. Have you had sex today? Lol how'd you know? Yes.
20. Are you starting to realize something? That I'm a broke, drunk, slut?
21. Are you in a good mood? nope
22. Would you ever swim with sharks? HELL NAW
23. Are your eyes the same color as your dads? Idk
24. What do you want right this second? The guy I'm in love to be sitting next to me.
25. What would you say if the boy/girl you like kissed another? Nothing, but I'd be heart broken.
26. Is your current hair color your natural hair color? Nope
27. Would you be able to date someone who didn't make you laugh? Depends on the sex, but probably not.
28. What was the last thing that made you laugh? Mean Girls lol
29. Do you really, truly miss someone right now? Yes, and I just saw him today. Fuck.
30. Does everyone deserve a second chance? Depends.
31. Honestly, do you hate the last boy you talked to? No, I love him.
32. Does the person you have feelings for know you do? Yep
33. Are you one of those people that never drinks soda? I always drink soda
34. Listening to? The tv in the background
35. Do you ever write in pencil anymore? Hardly ever
36. Do you know where the last person you kissed is? Probably at home
37. Do you believe in love at first sight? ehhh not really
38. Who did you last call? My brother in law
39. Who was the last person you danced with? I honestly don't rememeber
40. Why did you kiss the last person you kissed? Because I love him and he drove an hour to see me?
41. When was the last time you ate a cupcake? Don't remember
42. Did you hug/kiss one of your parents today? Nope
43. Ever embarrass yourself in front of a crush? Who hasn't?
44. Do you tan in the nude? Lol no
45. If you could, would you take back your last kiss? Never
46. Did you talk to someone until you fell asleep last night? Naw
47. Who was the last person to call you? My sister
48. Do you sing in the shower? No
49. Do you dance in the car? ...maybe
50. Ever used a bow and arrow? Yes actually
51. Last time you got a portrait taken by a photographer? Idk my passport picture?
52. Do you think musicals are cheesy? Oh hell yeah but I still like them
53. Is Christmas stressful? Yes
54. Ever eat a perogi? Yep
55. Favourite type of fruit pie? Apple
56. Occupations you wanted to be as a kid? A princess motherfuckers
57. Do you believe in ghosts? Yes
58. Ever have a dejavu feeling? Yes all the time
59. Take a vitamin daily? no
60. Wear slippers? nope
61. Wear a bath robe? nope
62. What do you wear to bed? pajamas
63. First concert? Marianas Trench <3 they were amazing
64. Wal mart, target or kmart? Wal mart
65. Nike or Adidas? Idk Nike?
66. Cheetos or fritos? Cheetos
67. Peanuts or sunflower seeds? Sunflower seeds babyyyy
68. Favourite taylor swift song? Oh lord either Back to December, Last kiss orrrr innocent
69. Ever take dance lessons? Does gym class count?
70. Is there a profession you seeing your future spouse doing? Tattoo artist or piercer
71. Can you curl your tongue? I can do many things with my tongue ;)
72. Ever won a spelling me? Lol no
73. Have you ever cried because you were so happy? noooo
74. What is your favourite book? Tooo many
75. Do you study better with or without music? Depends
76. Regulary burn incense? No
77. Ever been in love? A few times
78. Who would you like to see in concert? oh lord too many bands to name
79. What is the last concert you saw? Marianas Trench, Anami Vice and Down With Webster
80. Hot tea or cold tea? Hotttt
81. Tea or coffee? Tea
82. Favourite type of cookie? Sugar cookies
83. Can you swim well? Yep
84. Can you hold your breath without holding your nose? Yes maam
85. Are you patient? Not really
86. DJ or band at a wedding? DJ
87. Ever won a contest? Yes
88. Ever have plastic surgery? Nope
89. Which are better, green or black olives? Both are disgusting
90. Opinions on sex before marriage? Oh lawd that ship sailed a long time ago. Fuck whoever you want whenever you want, I don't care.
91. Best room for a fireplace? Living room
92. Do you want to get married? Maybe some day.


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Shelby Coyle
Artist | Hobbyist | Varied
Who am I you ask? Well, you see, I prefer not to be labelled, they're for soup cans, not people. But to describe my personality to you accurately, I would use terms such as; crazy, joyful, emotional, edgy, up and downs, loving life, heartfelt and smiley- even when I'm faking it (which is alot of the time). All of these: emo, brunete, nerd, fangirl, masochist, teenager, Irish- all blur together to make one big ball of crazy that is me. :meow:

I enjoy talking like a pirate. Arr ya scallywags! Why ye be plunderin my booty? Or something like that... xD


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:bulletred: Likes :bulletred:- videogames, drawing, writing, meeting new people, different cultures,being random(MEOW) reading, free-thinking, being insane, laughing,learning, my friends, Glee! snowboarding, listening to music, the list goes on and on =D

:bulletorange: Dislikes :bulletorange:- homophobes, conformism, sexism, rascism, and liver and onions- blegh

:bulletblue: TV: :bulletblue: The Vampire Diaries, The Secret Circle, The Big Bang Theory, Family Guy, American Dad, SHERLOCK :stare:

:bulletyellow: Books I Like :bulletyellow:- Eragon, Eldest, Brisingr, Eon, Eona, City of Bones, City of Ashes, City of Glass, Clockwork Angel, City of Fallen Angels, Harry Potter, Percy Jackson and The Olympians, Incarceron, Sapphique, The Immortals series, The Summoning, The Awakening, The Reckoning, If I stay, Skinned, Uglies, Pretties, Specials, Extras and many many others!

:bulletgreen: Manga :bulletgreen:- Fruits Basket, Loveless, Death Note, Kingdom Hearts... and sadly, those are the only ones I've read D=

:bulletblue: Anime :bulletblue: - Death Note, Fruits Basket, Fullmetal Alchemist, Claymore, Blood+

:bulletpurple: Video Games :bulletpurple:- Final Fantasy, any Kingdom Hearts games, Need For Speed, Guitar Hero, Mario,

:bulletred: MUSIC :bulletred: Avenged Sevenfold, All Time Low, Adam Lambert, AnCafe, Apocalyptica, Basshunter, Bullet For My Valentine, Dir en grey, Escape The Fate, Faber Drive, Falling In Reverse Kamelot, Marianas Trench, Nightwish, Opeth, Skrillex, Simple Plan, Within Temptation, Breathe Carolina, Meshuggah, Dark Tranquility, Breathe Carolina, Mika, Avenged Sevenfold,

"High school girls, high school girls, 1-2-3, high school girls!"
-Shigure Sohma

"Oh, I'm sorry you had to see that. We were just getting the final measurements on this wedding dress order." "You use your own measurements?" "Yeah, why not, the guy who ordered it from me was about the same size." "You mean... it was a man?" O_O
-Ayame and Yuki Sohma

"Let's meet again in the next life..."
"Yeah... I'll be waiting..."
Axel and Roxas :heart:

"Please, there's just one more thing. One more miracle, Sherlock, for me. Don't be dead. Would you do that, just for me? Just stop... stop this."
-John Watson
The best TV series ever made

The Squeenix Puppy Project:

Kingdom Hearts:

:bulletgreen: Roxas
:bulletred: Sora
:bulletred: Kairi
:bulletred: Riku
:bulletred: Xemnas
:bulletred: Xigbar
:bulletred: Xaldin
:bulletred: Vexen
:bulletred: Lexaeus
:bulletred: Zexion
:bulletred: Saix
:bulletred: Axel
:bulletred: Demyx
:bulletred: Luxord
:bulletred: Marluxia
:bulletred: Larxene
:bulletred: Xion
:bulletred: Hayner
:bulletred: Pence
:bulletred: Olette
:bulletred: Namine
:bulletred: Seifer
:bulletred: Rai
:bulletred: Fuu
:bulletred: Terra
:bulletred: Aqua
:bulletred: Ventus
:bulletred: Vanitas
:bulletred: Eraqus
:bulletred: Xehanort

Final Fantasy:

:bulletred: Cloud
:bulletred: Leon
:bulletred: Tifa
:bulletred: Zack
:bulletred: Aerith
:bulletred: Yuffie
:bulletred: Cid
:bulletred: Vincent
:bulletred: Reno
:bulletred: Rude
:bulletred: Kadaj
:bulletred: Yazoo
:bulletred: Loz
:bulletred: Marlene
:bulletred: Denzel
:bulletred: Yuna
:bulletred: Rikku
:bulletred: Paine
:bulletred: Tidus
:bulletred: Vaan
:bulletred: Baltheir
:bulletred: Ashe

I know there way more FF characters out there, but those are the main ones I've encountered through playing the games and watching the movies. Let me know if you'd like me to dedicate one of these puppified characters to you! :D

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Current Residence: Under your bed ;D
Favourite genre of music: Techno, j-rock and j-pop =D
Favourite style of art: Anime, Manga
MP3 player of choice: i-Pod
Shell of choice: Marcel The Shell... with shoes xD
Skin of choice: ZEBRA
Favourite cartoon character: Micky Mouse
Personal Quote: Gotta love those awkward moments... ^_^


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Kattula Featured By Owner Aug 29, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist

Another year later, another year older~!


Happy Birthday!! :la:


Hope you have a good'un! :D

XxForbidden-LoveXx Featured By Owner Nov 7, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
oh yay thank you! Haha wow I don't log in on here very often anymore xD
Kattula Featured By Owner Aug 29, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Haaaappyyyyy Birthdaaaaaay~!! :iconballoonsplz:
:icongwompplz: Hope ya have a great day! ^^
XxForbidden-LoveXx Featured By Owner Sep 11, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
THANK YOU :heart: wow I haven't been on in forever! Haha
Kattula Featured By Owner Sep 12, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
You're welcome~! :la: :D
chibinis-chan Featured By Owner Jul 25, 2012  Hobbyist Artist
Thank you very much for faving :hug: It's very appreciated ^^
Kattula Featured By Owner Jun 7, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Hey! I finally finished the free commission you asked for :dummy: ~ [link]
KawaiixRingo Featured By Owner May 10, 2012  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
Thanks for the faves! :D
XxForbidden-LoveXx Featured By Owner May 11, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
no problem ^-^
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Thank you for faving my poem!
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