Empty

I know I said I was over you,
Yet here I am, thinking
Reminiscing,
I wish we could've worked out.

I wish you could've been my Romeo to my Juliet
I wish I could've the Bonnie to your Clyde
But life's a fucking bitch, isn't that right?
You just took me for a ride.

In this empty room, everything reminds me of you,
And I realize that I'm empty too.
Things I shouldn't miss, like your gentle kiss,
The way I pushed, and the way you'd resist.

I hate that everything is so easy for you,
Because you don't give a shit, right?
While I'm standing on the ledge,
So many things to send me over the edge.

I see you're alright without me in your life,
It cuts like a knife, nothing feels right,
So what do I do, when I still want you,
And everything I know is a lie isn't true?

I'll say it; sometimes it's like you hardly know me,
But you should know me by now,
Tell me what I want to hear, whisper in my ear,
Keep me safe, heal me, protect me from my fears.

You should know me by now, but I should know you too,
Know better than to have this silly hope
That maybe one day we'll be,
Because I love you and you hate me.